A woman with blond hair, welcomed me and Mrs Jane at her office. I didn't sleep well and feel terribly bad in my heart to forsake this lovely family, but I have to take care of my body and to have some rest.
The pain increased intensely in my belly and win all my back. Again, I have to tell my story. She checked my identity before to propose a solution.
"- Do you know somebody in London? asked me."
I reflected for the while. I think about Stanley, my neighbour in Elephant and Castle and Josh an australian bartender, I met in London.
Going to them and beg for asylum is simply no way for me.
"-Noone. I answered. I have no family here in England.
Worried to send me in a dodgy place, she prefer than I return in France to treat myself and go back later.
A wrath increased in me and I began to cry.
I never have so much cried these two days than the rest of my life. Even at the funerals. My tears are precious and they don't flow for free. Mostly if people don't care about it. As noone welcomed this kind of things I learned to hide my emotions.
Even if the woman took me in his arms and said than everything will be fine, I'm angry.
Yes angry. Angry against all, against my body which bertrayed me, against that country than I'm forced to leave and against the whole world.
I didn't realize at that moment, she saved my life.
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